why ricardo?

it's hard to say exactly why. i think at first i just thought he was handsome and upon looking more at his character instead of just being pissed off about his boss fight i fell hard. he's a lot of things that i like. i could gush forever about how i love him and his presence and the way he talks. hes just so charming to me to the point it's a little hard to explain. everything he does is just so.. endearing to me? his fashion sense is adorably tacky and his obsession with cute things is so sweet and i love how devoted he is to what he does and his family.

why 2d love?

i've talked about this extensively in my meursault shrine, but the tldr of it is that while yes, i do enjoy real life relationships, i like the safety and comfort of relationships with fictional characters. i have bpd and knowing i won't split on them and upset them provides a lot of comfort to me because i've always had a fear of being 'too mentally ill' and making my partner upset.